Dear Blogspot,
It is time for me to update my status here after almost 5 months of absent.
Since last time, I have start working in BASF Asia Pacific Shared Service Center Sdn. Bhd. since June of 15, 2012.
Working there is fine, just sometimes I might able to type out chinese words accurately as Chinese language is the weakest language among the 3 languages I have mastered
Besides that, everything is fine.
Today what really trigger me to write this blog is I just finish my first examination paper of CIMA. Level 2 Enterprise Management.
Was it a challenging paper? No! Will I pass? I am not sure.
The things is, I could not able to finish answering all the questions! Around 20 marks of questions I could not answer it due to time constraint.
The another thing is, I am confident that I able to score for all the questions that I have answered. But again, I'm not sure I am up to the level that take full marks for each question!
Probability is really down to 50% 50% pass or fail.
Well, that is all I wanted to write. If I pass this paper, next setting I am compulsory to take all 3 strategy papers together in the sitting.
15th of January 2013 will know my fate.
Sincerely,
Goh Thuan Yung
hahahahaha.... gila de...
A beautiful Sunday. Waking up in the morning, have a nice breakfast at wangsa maju seksyen 2, yummy nasi lemak with much needed kopi ice to prepare myself my weekly routine enjoyment; badminton. Time fly really fast. Is June already. I'm going to be 23 years old soon. Last time I update my blog is on January 2012, almost half year I didn't update my blog. How would I ever forget to update my blog? I been keeping this blog since 2009. Going to change to a new job soon, uncertainty looming, but still, I'm excited with it. "Money makes the world go round". Planning to take my CIMA very soon, after 1 year. Things seems didn't change much compare a year ago. Only my younger brother move in and stay with me. For no reason, can't think of anything to write. Better go and sleep. Good night to whoever reading it.
Feeling?
Some feelings can't be expressed in words.
Looking at my friend list in Facebook. Sometimes, I wanna say "Hi, how are you?".
but I won't, seems like a repetitive task for me to ask every friend of mine.
So I just keep silent there, but keep viewing people's profile.
Update myself with latest news in their profile.
CNY is over unofficially, tomorrow back to work. A big nightmare waiting for me to handle tomorrow.
I keep coughing, very suffering, God dam it. Wish I have a magical potion that can instantly cure it.
I cherish all my friends. Serious one.
even Tiffany, the girl i fell in love like when I'm 13 years old, i tried to add her back on FB, but sadly can't find her.
Must be wondering, how on earth i can remember peeople's name for like 10 years ago never contacted?
I got write dairy every during the old time. xD
Even a friend i hated very much in secondary school, i also add him back.
then u might again accuse me double standard as i did delete a "friend", well, that "friend" is no longer a friend.
saw a friend from "in a relationship" to "single". and sometimes post those emo emo status. Seeing it remind me the old times too. It really hurt and hard to go through, that is why i tried to make her happy.
I also saw similar cases in lowyat forum as well.
after reading some 20 pages long.
I learn something, if u know yr partner is going out with another guy/girl and hiding it from you (especially late at night). even u confess it out, she/he still deny it. these type of girl/guy can throw away already for sure.
After reading it, give me more motivation to kill off a relationship if necessary. LOL...
haha... still single.
wake up 9.30am, wash my face, eat breakfast, get ready for badminton.
Badminton from 11am till 1pm, Lunch with badminton kaki
at the same time, enjoy the Korea Open Final as well.
Din't clean the room as i cleaned yesterday.
Din't iron the clothes as I ironed last night.
Din't wash toilet as i washed yesterday.
and the most surprise stuff i did was browsing www.jobstreet.com.my
planning to resign and change my job?
No.
Actually thinking of my future. I was actually browing my emails.
read the CIMA study follow up.
then at the same time, browse the jobstreet as well.
Thinking...
What is the future I wanna be?
I really can't just work as an Account Assistant for the years coming.
maybe 1 or 2 years can, but i seriously need to consider my future prospect.
I need to upgrade my qualification if I were to get a better paid salary.
CIMA/ACCA/CPA/ICAEW
I can't really simply spend.
RM320 rental.
Petrol
car maintenance
daily Meals
Badminton
Entertainment
Great Eastern saving
if add on Car installments, give some money to parents
really seriously not enough momeny to use.
some more have to pay ptptn loan back.
Tax as well for those who qualified to pay.
Study le???
tuition fees, exam fees, exemption fees
Really seriously, can simply afford to spend as i like.
study should be my 1st priority,
save money to study 1st.
That s what i said to myself today.
to have a better future and as well as a better person.
Target: at least RM3k by end of June.
Definitely achievable, just see can i really able to control my spending.
-to be given care
-to report myself to you
-to talk with
-to share with
-to worry?
-to be protected if necessary
-to say "good night, see u in dream later xD"
Listening to a song call "linger" by the cranberries.
it really give a strong feeling.
Multiple type of feeling.
-to love
-heartbroken
-emo
-a sense of success in achieving everything in my life
Just now almost 9pm only go back home.
Take away a burger at the street near LRT straight go back home.
Jay chow-mine mine.....
so nice...
i still like jay chow's songs.
Today, some people try to persuade me to do something i don't prefer.
is really pointless to force people, especially people like me.
I always do something for a reason and that reason definitely will not be "follow lo". Unless i'm on a situation where i don't have a sense of direction which currently i'm not.
Sometimes, i really don't know what is my heart thinking.
sometimes, i really so into you.
sometimes, i'm not at all.
is this a sign of desperation?
maybe i am.
when i'm in a confusion or desperation, i don't make a choice/hold on.
I'm sorry if i had really mislead-ed you.
but all i can say is, what i said is true.
and, i always choose my word carefully.
Hope u can understand and forgive me.
I'm not saying i'm giving up or whatsoever.
is just that i'm unsure.
the courage is gone.
i'm a passive person already.
No matter what, i still enjoy my life.
stop talking about love for god sake.
lets write something else.
study?
ACCA? CIMA?
1 year ago i will say definitely CIMA.
Now? should be CIMA.
as time goes by, things will change, as environment is changed, is eventually change our personality slowly.
After a serious thought of it, if i were to go accounting line, CIMA la...
but i still have the interest in teaching in uni, and might as well as get a master while teaching in uni.
see how things goes.
Worked half year already.
already get half month bonus. haven't hunt for another job yet. no time to do so as well. let me learned all the stuff 1st which i still haven't achieve it.
Might gonna change the car soon as my house gonna have a spare car.
but honestly, i like my kancil.
is a really nice car.
is been with me all the up and down time.
those happniess, those sadness, crying in the car alone.
fetched countless of people and of coz indirectly helped them xD
The kancil really been with me all the time.
really got a bit of hard feeling if i were to change the car.
remembering the moment of fetching the girls u fall in love before.
the feeling is really.... the happy moment in the past.
what's done is done.
is really strange, although u know u really let go, somehow, when u think abck those happy moment, u really still feel the happiness of it even u really get hurt so badly. and honestly speaking here, i am. Haha...
the feeling of sacrificing to see someone u love happy, no matter how much u suffered, u will still smile when she smile. Silly, but i like to do that.
Yes, i keep digging back the old news, but hi, i'm bored here, when u bored, u will think, when u think, u think back the old time when u bored and think back the happy time u had, especially in home, nothing to do.
I'm just writing what i'm thinking and what i'm feeling.
Now???? a free man. Haha... Nothing worry, just worry I will foreveralone.jpg only. Hahaha.... i still remember my mum's "son, then are you gonna marry another girl?"
Current life so far so good, couldn't say is awesome, but is good.
don't have decent pay job, but at least sufficient to use.
don't have a decent job, but at least i learn something and get pressured.
don't have a nice car, but at least got kancil, can fetch a lot of people. xD
don't have a good look, but at least my skin is very fair. still gain attention LOL
don't have a great personality to chase girl, but hi, I am who I am. Love me for who I am, not because I'm being someone else or to be someone else.
got friends.
good friend don't have much, at least, some a group of trusted friends.
although don't give appraisal to myself, sometimes, i do like now.
sometimes, i might seems to be strange person, i'm not. I know who I am. I know what I want, I know what I want to do (most of time). I don't simply follow.
I need correct facts.
I don't mind sacrifice as long as it able to help someone.
always tell yourself, before expecting people to help you, you must help others 1st.
don't let money ruin your life.
u want money to flow into you, 1st, learn how to let money flow out from you.
i always belanja friends, not i'm rich, but I'm willing to let go.
waste few ringgit (3 to 10 la,acceptable range to me as i don't earn much =)) to give someone happiness, no harm right? help you friends! (good friends that know u well and long enough).
Sometimes, i feel we are too selfish already in this society. Yes, be calculative, can't afford to belanja, but sometimes, we have the tendency to "use" (yes, USE) friend to gain personal benefit WITHOUT appreciating or HELPING BACK.
so always be grateful. be helpful, and of coz beware of scam as well.
I don't like showing off. Hate people who have thick face.
just be yourself, don't need to make yourself to be someone that not u wanted to be.
just like my Facebook profile there said, take time to know me =)
Good night. Im very tired of typing with this 10 inches screen.
happy new year everyone!
wish i will have a gf soon.......
really.......
no matter how much pain inside, i'm willing to sacrifice for the sake of love.
i really will sacrifice everything for love.
if i can just fall in love again. and of coz dare to love.
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE.........