FInish CNY le.. Only managed to visit one of my friend'house only with ang pow money rated RM10 but I loss RM30 something in his house, still consider net loss ^^.
This year got go to relative house visit during the 1st day although saturday night didn't have reunion dinner due to the fact my relatives boycotted my dad. Ang Pow money just keep getting lesser, luckily dad and mum got give a lot.^^
This year, didn't have vacation during CNY but my mum and I do managed to go to Singapore to fetch my Big bro back home. Don't consider this trip as vacation since the main objective was to fetch my bro back home. Start the journey at 6p.m. Wed, reached there 3a.m. Thursday morning. Go back 10a.m. Friday. Reach Ipoh 10p.m. due to visiting my mum' sis in Johor.
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=151124&id=633148400
this the link.
Lazy to upload it.
Is been 2month already. I was sad to see that she was in relationship with him again. It really tearing me apart honestly. When she called me, she even say I will have bright future relationship with someone. Sometimes I just wish I can just throw away the stars. Thinking of her really make me sad, coz I still miss her very much honestly. Sometimes I just wish someone will show up and take me away. It is killing me. I need help.
Today I wake up around 2pm. So long didn't sleep for so late liao, loving it. Coz that week i was so bz. sleep so little.
Then after lunch(alone), I plan to do my tutorials. When I was cleaning up all the notes i found out a paper was on the floor for 2 weeks already. 
Pick up and realize is actually was my Diploma certificate. Hahahaha
Then I was wanting to keep it into my black file.
When i open it. Feel strange. WHy it has attached with pens?
Then I only realize this file I was used to keep my IRC stuff inside. Remind me how active I was involved in IRC during my last semester. Although there is no more IRC already, I still have to thank it to help me earn 400 something within months with less than 24 hours of work. Example of the files:
Quite a lots of papers honestly, but i throw it liao since it is useless already.
After search a while, finally i find my true black filer to keep my important papers.
The 1st page is my SPM result.
Looking back the previous result, I was a very weak student honestly. Look at my form 1 result!
So terrible. Average score was less than 50 mark only.
Form 3 was even worse, all D, no A at all. So if u know me well since secondary school, U know i'm not a good student at all. Hahahaha...
My form 4 result was no different compare to form 3
Then next is my SPM result.
Managed to get 3 A1.
Ask u can see my past result. I'm not a smart student.
Then the next page was my TAR college result.
Big different isn't it compare to my secondary school result?
Some more I cheat all the time during my secondary school even when SPM! LOL!
Maybe it was environment different, I was with a gang of KL people, make me more confident, some more is in English, and my class got some scholarship. A competitive environment which make me more hardworking than usual. I was keep thinking, if he can, why can't I.
As u can see, my highest CPA was Year 2 semester 2. However it was the most disappointed result. Why? Because I was so confident that I can beat her. But she get all As. four A, two -A. I was totally knock out by her result. As u can see again, my next semester was quite terrible coz i give up already. Lost liao..Hahaha... I was so close to get distinction.
Looking back previously, feel my life was keep on changing. Especially friends. All friends around me keep changing. Except Leonard where i still manage to maintain good relationship, other was just come in and gone.( Bear in mind leonard was missing too when I was in KL for 2 year although everytime when i go back ipoh got find him)
Life is just like a book, got chapters.
1st it was my secondary school. it was the most memorable during my form 5. Until now I still feel 5V1 was the best class I ever had. Hahahaha
My college was not bad, quite good, nice classmate. Beside classmate, I meet lots of people in the college. Really had learn lots of things in KL, it was totally change my perception about life already.
It was really adventure chapter in my life studying in KL. Manage to go lots of places, really learn a lot.
I dare to say KL people mindset is much better than Ipoh people. Much better. I love KL, I will not continue my life in Ipoh anymore, but I will not forget the place where i was born.^^
Now my chapter is UTAR ask u can see it in the 3rd picture.
KAMPAR UTAR. A kampung place. Compare to previously, sure is not comparable, but hope I can have a memorable one as i had say during the 1st month of this blog.( Bear in mind I wrote blog since 2008, due to fact I had offended my previous classmate, I delete everything)
Tomorrow going to have one day trip to KL. Long long time didn't have one day trip liao.
I'm optimistic about tomorrow. Hope I can buy some pants^^
Suddenly feel my life getting more and more bored already. I didn't talk to anyone as much I was previously.Everyday at home just facing the 22 inch monitor, keep alter the wallpaper, personalized it. Haiz. So boring.
I know I was having my great time previously. I enjoy it. Is gone already. I know it won't come back already. Another a year and a half in this stupid place I be gone again, start a new life somewhere else which almost 100% is KL 1st.
Really miss my old days when i was at Prima Setapak. Haiz. Had almost a perfect combination of roommate ever I will get. Honestly, I have no idea what I want. Just want to have fun, want to do the things I want to do. Long long time didn't meet all my old friends. Going shut down my pc, try to insert my old harddisk see can restore any old file.
Last night celebrate karen's birthday. It was well notable days. Long long time didn't drink beer le.. Loving it. Sorry if i over bite yr tongue. Haha.... I'm sure it wasn't.
Next day, sitting at this boring room, wondering do what. Just now go out have dinner with my classmate.
when we were having our dinner, some conversation come across my attention.
KC:" u all can take RapidKL to timesquare ger ma, u don't know which bus just ask people"
Sue wand:" har, what about take taxi?.........."
Li theen:"........"
Then they were talking about the timesquare clothes.
I ask:" go timesquare buy clothes?"
sue wand:" yeah"
I"when?"
Sue wand:" sunday.Why? You want to go?"
I:"Sure! Why not? lets go on sunday!"
A very boring day and weekends, nothing to do, suddenly go KL le this sunday.
I never think of it at all, but suddenly come across my mind. Why not?
hehehe... Hope I can buy some pants, that all.
Will upload picture after Sunday. Hehe, really long time didn't take photo. What a great time to have a One day KL trip. It remind me back when i study KL, how i keep travel around ipoh to KL,KL to Kampar, ipoh, then back KL.hahahahaha...
Too bad they all went back Penang, if can go together with sue wand them would be great. Anywhere, I'm sure got next time. Hehehe... That all from me today.
Eminem the best obviously^^
[ Chorus ] *Drake*
It may not mean nothing to y'all
But understand nothing was done for me
So I don't plan on stopping at all
I want this shit forever mayne ('ever mayne, 'ever mayne)
I'm shutting shit down in the mall
And tellin' every girl she the one for me
And I ain't even planning to call
I want this shit forever mayne ('ever mayne, 'ever mayne)
[ Verse 1 ] *Drake*
Last name Ever, first name Greatest
Like a sprained ankle boy, I ain't nothin' to play with
Started off local, but thanks to all the haters
I know G4 pilots on a first name basis
And your city faded off to brown, Nino
She insists she got mo' class, we know
Swimmin' in the money, come and find me, Nemo
If I was at the club you know I ball, chemo
Dropped a mixtape, that shit sounded like an album
Who'd have thought a country wide tour be the outcome
Labels want my name beside an X like Malcolm
Everybody got a deal, I did it without one
Yeah, nigga, I'm about my business
Killin' all these rappers, you would swear I had a hitlist
Everyone who doubted me is askin' for forgiveness
If you ain't been a part of it, at least you got to witness, Bitches
[ Chorus ] *Drake*
It may not mean nothing to y'all
But understand nothing was done for me
So I don't plan on stopping at all
I want this shit forever mayne ('ever mayne, 'ever mayne)
I'm shutting shit down in the mall
And tellin' every girl she the one for me
And I ain't even planning to call
I want this shit forever mayne ('ever mayne, 'ever mayne)
[ Verse 2 ] *Kanye West*
I used to have hood dreams, big fame, big chains
I stuck my dick inside this life until that bitch came
And went hard all fall like the ball teams
Just so I could make it rain, all spring
Y'all seen my story, my glory
I had raped the game young, you could call it statutory
When a nigga blow up, they gon' build statues for me
Old money, Benjamin Button, what? nothin'
Nuh, superbad chicks giving me McLovin
You would think I ran the world like Michelle's husband
You would think these niggas know me when they really doesn't
Like they was down with the old me, no you fuckin' wasn't (fuckin' wasn't)
Uh, you're such a fuckin' loser
He ain't even go to class, Bueller
Trade the Grammy plaques just to have my granny back
'member she had that bad hip like a fanny pack?
Chasing the stardom'll turn you to a maniac
All the way in Hollywood and I can't even act
They pull their cameras out, and God damn they snap
I used to want this thing forever, y'all can have it back
[ Chorus ] *Drake*
It may not mean nothing to y'all
But understand nothing was done for me
So I don't plan on stopping at all
I want this shit forever mayne ('ever mayne, 'ever mayne)
I'm shutting shit down in the mall
And tellin' every girl she the one for me
And I ain't even planning to call
I want this shit forever mayne ('ever mayne, 'ever mayne)
[ Verse 3 ] *Lil Wayne*
Ok, hello it's the martian, Space Jam Jordans
I want this shit forever, wake up and smell the garden
Fresher than the harvest, step up to the target
If I had one guess, then I guess I'm just New Orleans
And I will never stop like I'm running from the cops
Hopped up in my car, and told my chauffeur to the top
Life is such a fuckin' rollercoaster then it drops
But what should I scream for? this is my theme park
My mind shine even when my thoughts seem dark
Pistol on my side you don't wanna hear that thing talk
Let the King talk, check the price and pay attention
Lil Wayne, thats what they gotta say or mention
I'm like Nevada in the middle of the summer
I'm restin' in the lead, I need a pillow and a cover
Shhh, my foot's sleepin on the gas
No break pads, no such thing as last
[ Chorus ] *Drake*
It may not mean nothing to y'all
But understand nothing was done for me
So I don't plan on stopping at all
I want this shit forever mayne ('ever mayne, 'ever mayne)
I'm shutting shit down in the mall
And tellin' every girl she the one for me
And I ain't even planning to call
I want this shit forever mayne ('ever mayne, 'ever mayne)
[ Verse 4 ] *Eminem*
There they go, back in stadiums as Shady spits his flow
Nuts they go, macadamian, they go so ballistic whoa
We can make them look like Bozos
He's wonderin' if he should spit this slow
Fuck no! Go for broke
His cup just runneth over, oh no
He aint had a buzz like this since the last time he overdosed
They've been waiting patiently for Pinocchio to poke his nose
Back into the game and they know
Rap will never be the same as before
Bashin' into the brains of these hoes
And establishin a name as he goes
The passion and the flame is ignited
You can't put it out once we light it
This shit is exactly what the fuck that I'm talking bout when we riot
You dealin' with a few true villians
Who stand inside of the booth truth spillin'
And spit true feelings until our tooth fillings
Come flying up out of our mouths, now rewind it!
Payback muthafucka for the way that you got at me
So how's it taste?
When I slap the taste outta your mouth
With the bass so loud that it shakes the place
I'm Hannibal Lecter, so just incase
You was thinkin of savin face
You aint gonna have no face to save
By the time I'm through with this place, so Drake
[ Chorus ] *Drake*
It may not mean nothing to y'all
But understand nothing was done for me
So I don't plan on stopping at all
I want this shit forever mayne ('ever mayne, 'ever mayne)
I'm shutting shit down in the mall
And tellin' every girl she the one for me
And I ain't even planning to call
I want this shit forever mayne ('ever mayne, 'ever mayne)
sunday was a very happy day.
now i'm not already.
they all put me aeroplane. Haiz say no $ don't 12 club liao.
Beside, today went to lecture don't have notes, break time already went back liao.
Notes haven'ready for 2moro audit tutorial. Haiz
Planned monday is a study day.
But i never do any single tutorial
My old cannot be recover, plug in, but cannot read it. Haiz..
All those memory, all those pic, all those video. Suddenly miss my old time. Miss the life i had in KL. What i having now is totally not what i wanted except the degree.
Miss my roommate. Miss the 15th floor view of KLCC. I miss the night movie, I miss the everyday fifa 08 and dota with my roommate. I miss watching football on9.
Living alone seems to be very lonely.
Listening chinese song. Those song as old as when i was form 1. Remember the good old days. I almost forgotten i once have a maid and a driver. Looking back how i was previously and compare now. I really change a lot already. Meet my old friend last week on facebook. My good old(arguable my best friend during my form 1 and 2 time) friend, living in new york. I wonder maybe one day i have a chance i will also go there live.
Still got one old friend missing. My primary good friend. When i think of old time, it remind me my diary. So so so long didn't write diary already. Since in KL, after half year in KL, i didn't write any diary already.
I come this far already, but actually i start my life with no hope or dream at all, just passing through. When u change, everything change.
today really happy. 1st is federrer win the australian grand slam. really long time didn't see tennis liao. see then he win.. good man.
next thing is i buy a new bag. hahhaha...
i realise i really enjoy shopping ger lo..
just that i had not enough money to shop only.
hahaha
i buy it actually i need to change myself. want myself to have a new look. got new shoes, new clothes. now new bag. I still want additional new shoes. want new nike pr adidas shoes tim..
hahaha.. maybe next few month only buy when i have enough surplus money.
Just finish drinking a can of beer already.
really high a bit. keep listen club song.
Too bad she didn't on9 already.
Since i know u will read my blog soon.
actually all along, my so called "she" is actually refer to you.
After that friday night, after i think so long.. think from 12am till 4 something. i really sort thing out already. There will be no more zhen juin in my heart already.
I set myself free from you. I searching, and i found she. to be honest with myself. Things don't seem going well, but still got lots of time, we will see how. But i'm optimistic.. Don't know what she think lo...
Honestly, i think i buy a new bag just to not to embarrass she when i sit with her. hahahaha.. I keep on saying tuesday coz i wanted to sit with u.. HAHAHAHAHAHa
i should not say that, but this is my blog. NObody read my blog de.. so i assume she will not read so i write out.
Just really hope something will happen. I'm kinda a guy who love to be honest and straight forward. write so much also useless. see how i can work things out with she.
Good night.^^
for some reason i really happy today. Hope can invite she to clubbing this wed although chances are really small. Sure will not as fun as penang nor KL. Just hope can have some fun with she.