gosh.
time goes so fast, september going to end already.
things seems like keep changing.
finish every coursework besides the so called moral campaign.
final exam coming soon. our FYP still never touch it at all.
haiz..
lately, I meet another new girl. I was amazed she added me.
at 1st, I was thinking just ignore it, but think again, seeing her same school at ktar.
then i approve it. never thought she is the girl that ask me the venue during the exam.
haha...
but this time, is a bit different. It has a different feel compare to last time.
what feel? I don't know. but i'm going to take my time to sort things out.
why i always meet those girls who are 1 year older than me de le?
sorry for my picture-less blog if anyone is reading.
i'm very lazy to upload it, unless i'm very happy.
if not mistaken, this wed will be our kempem begin. seriously, i don't give a dam about it. get 8/10 or 4/10, i don't care. coz in the end, is either pass or fail, what contribute so much? for my pride?
sorry, i won't waste my pride on this moral subject, especially to utar.
u are so kidding me if u going to think that asking uni student study moral, buat kempem will make them ethical.
seriously, i'm really lonely here, in my house, i never talk with housemate at all.
so silent. everyday open my music to make my life goes on.
without music, is just pure silent.
(thinking....) recalling back my old time, my old roommate, jason, meng cheng, my brother, my old housemate, my ex...
thinking all the things i been through, is a very long way, and is not the normal way.meet lots of people, in the end, i just delete their contact, coz i won't find them at all.
i remember there is a point where i almost turn to Kristian.
hoping there will be changes. Hoping someone will change my life.
gosh.. i think i'm going to sick again.
ulcer come out again... fucking dulan... hate it...
today car kena clam... paid RM20 for it.. fucking dulan...
today the tutor still the same, fucking noob, so noob till an extent he need student to help him to explain it to the student... fucking dulan.....
everyday goes by, i don't know what is my heart is thinking.
lots of things in my mind. and suddenly my ex appear in in msn asking me something.
tired of being class rep, tired of being a leader.
I'm not in a motivated mood to do such a things.
as for now i need to be told to do what.
i'm loss..
have a stupid subject call pendidikan moral, fucking dulan part is we need to do a kempen... wtf.... no idea about it.
SFM, with a fucking sohai lecturer and a super duper sohai tutor.
this sem can say goodbye to my 3.0+ liao..
i'm tired. i'm loss, i'm nobody soul, anyone can simply just take me away, just hope someone can just come take me away.