Ah Goh

last 2 semester in Kampar.. So fast..

today is 19/10/2010. I remember ............ the painful period i had last year.
(i stopped 20 minutes)
just read back what i wrote on my 1st post on my other blog "Just me"(please bear in mind, is a private blog, not for letting other to read, for my own record only)
I feel I was kinda immature during that time after reading back, but one thing won't change, I still feel the pain, can I use the word "suffering"?
silently suffering. I remember it...Is been almost a year. My determination is vanishing already.
(it wasn't part of my motive to write those, just come in my mind when i look at today's date)

what to write?
Holiday went to KL with housemate
then go again with 2nd school classmate
quite enjoyable actually..
long time didn't go out to have a real good time

Sometimes, I don't know what am I thinking.
sometimes, I can be very resistive towards knowing stranger, but sometimes, i treat stranger as if it is my friend.
Of coz when know each other is friend la. But sometimes, the mood just change, it just change, I can't define myself.. i found myself kind of unpredictable.

Sat meet a girl, haha.... a ipoh girl. Added her quite long ago but never chat amd finally few days ago start chatting.. Never plan to really chat with her, but since i was boring, then start chating lo.. didn't expected to chat so much stuff..
speaking of girls, i think the last time i really meet a girl(initiated on my own) was that 3 leng lui..
haha... is like almost a year ago.. dated january..

I think I wasted lots of time...
Time to move forward
I will throw that bottle away..
I will...
will it really broke if i throw it?
looking at it now..
it has so many stars inside..
it so valueable..
.............tear dropping..
folding star was consider "bai chi" in my mind in the past.
how on earth i become so bai chi...
1.30 already(started at 12.30).. should i drive out and drop it out??