Ah Goh

Getting tired easily lately. Don't know is whether I'm getting older, getting weaker, having health problem or just too busy, don't have enough time to rest which in fact I'm quite busy for the entire month!

Since I have nothing to do, I would like to talk a story about a guy. His name is steven.

Steven is a 22 years old guy, just like most ordinary people, everyday wake up, work, back home, internet, sleep. Keep on repeating.

He do have lots of friends but surprisingly, he doesn't have much of close friends. Most are just the people who he meet on his surrounding environment.

One of his best friend in his secondary school is on New York where he never meet him for years ever since he leave M'sia.
Another best friends who just finish his last exam paper in university, is currently in his hometown, Ipoh which is same as his.
Another arguable best friend, college and university mate, is in KL, but he barely speak to him anymore ever since his confession after finish playing pool.

Steven currently always hang out with his colleague and some of his university friends. Besides that, Steven barely have any contact with his other friends.

Steven favorite sport is badminton. His first started to play badminton at the age of 8 or 9 years old. Surprisingly, at such early age of playing badminton, he did miserably in all the competitions he participated. He 1st competition was during his Form 1 year at secondary school where he lost in the 1st round. He join again during Form 3 and he do achieve some great achievement as his partner was amazingly excellent, but in the end he could only make it to semi final. It was one of his best achievement so far. The last competition he joined was a competition organized by MCMC. He was knock out in the first round.

He was a slow learner but he never give up on continuously improving his badminton skill. Even until today, as a ordinary folk who work from 9am till 6pm(usually until 7 or 8pm), he willing to rush back home which take almost 1 hour and rush to the badminton centre to play. Even with tired mind and body plus occasionally suffering pain at shoulder. He nevertheless continue to play even if he meant to loss the game.

Steven was a guy who is willing to sacrifice anything (mostly his time and money) to ensure he can have a good badminton game. There was once, where need to fetch 3 people at 3 different location plus he need to go to another place to lead his friend to the badminton centre. From his office, rush back to his home, pack his stuff, go fetch friend A at genting klang, fetch B and C and wangsa. after that, he have to drive around to look his friend who is unsure his own location. After 45 minutes of searching. Finally he found his friend. It took 1 and a half hour to fetch and lead his friends to the badminton centre. He never regret it, never.

Currently, steven always play badminton on Tuesday or Friday or even Sunday depending which day he is free.

Like many others, Steven is a big fans of Android. Steven can always spend the entire night reading news or forum about Android after work. Although steven never bought any high end or expensive android phone, he still use his phone extensively.
Currently Steven has a new phone call IDEOS X5 and another one call Wildfire which is still in the factory for repairing purposes. (expect to get it by next monday)

As any ordinary folks, they will probably think that a guy who is so into a phone, know what apps to install, know how to root and so on should able to format his pc easily. Infact, steven STILL don't know how to format his pc.

Steven is a kinda emo person. So sometimes, Steven always recall back the old memories. All the great time he had during his old time. Steven was usually a guy without any high hope. He usually fail his exam during his secondary school.
but ever since he enrolled into TARC, and after reading lots of motivation stories in the newspaper and via online. Slowly, Steven become a very self confident person. Sadly, sometimes Steven can be very arrogant as well as he will openly criticize anyone when things is not according his way. Overall, he was becoming a better person and he dare to dream and achieved most of his goal by getting all the As, knowing the road of KL and increasing his badminton skill too.

After two years in KL, he finished his diploma. Steven have two options. Further with Advanced diploma at TARC or get a degree in UTAR which is located in Kampar.

Before making such decision, steven was once chasing one of his classmate. He was chasing the in "full force". Move in and stay with her (different room, same house). Fetch her to school or bus station and so on. He even went to Genting Highland as well with other housemates. He was very enjoying and thought it was time to confess. But Steven was actually a very shy person. He was just too shy to confess. Steven still remember it was on year 1 semester 3, after finish last paper, Steven tell himself, it was time to confess. Before he confess, he actually secretly read a message on her phone while she was in toilet. He was heart broken to found out that the girl she love was wanting to avoid him. That night, steven spend the entire night keep talking with the girl. and it was very late at night. Steven was running out of topic to talk. but he was very shy to confess. After a while, he confessed, and get rejected. He still remember what is the girl reaction and the sentence "不可以". Steven smile back and say it was okay. and when back to the room and cry.
He wanted to go out and seek for more answers. but think again, he better just sleep.
Next day or the same day, he message and if she was really seriously considered it.
And she say yes. Better be just friend.

Ever since then. Steven barely join his lover's gang anymore. Barely go out shopping with them and dinner or lunch with the gang. During year 2 semester 1, Steven was quickly joined another gang, DAC group 1. And steven's life was instantly changed.
His life was very outgoing. Steven at that time, arguable was having one of his greatest time in his life as a student. (although he personally feel his greatest time as a student was during form 5 in secondary school)

Besides that, after the confession, steven don't go out dinner with his lover anymore. Instead, steven started to have dinner with his roommate(yes, he got roommate at that time and all along he ignored his roommate when chasing the girl).
Things was going very well, they start dinner, da gei, watch movie, and so on. they also helping each other by fetching us other, steven fetch him by car or his roommate fetch him by motor or steven's car. Things run well with both of them.
Until now, steven do occasionally miss his ex roommate(as he was quite lonely with a person staying in a room).

After 1 year, when deciding the decision. There are few factors that influence steven to choose UTAR.
- he can't forget her.
1 year already, steven always stare at his lover, purposely ask her some stuff and
so on. Steven know his heart was still belong to her. He need to stop it.
- he make some enemy with his own classmate.
steven publicly criticize some of his own classmates and some of them dislike him.
(steven do make an apology in his old blog during that time)
- most of his gang (dac group1) was going to utar.
after joining with the group, steven's life was full of memorable stuff. He doesn't
want it to stop just there, he want the journey to continue.
- financial difficulty as his dad prefer him to use ptptn to finance his study

After finish diploma, steven moved to Kampar to further his degree program with one main and important motive, to be with the girl he love and the girl who love him.

To be continue.....
(if i do)