Ah Goh

last night was probably the most awesome night i ever had. SKL celebrities night was much better than any ball by utar or ktar.

then after that, pergi barroom clubbing. have a few bottles only i think,3 or 4 bottles of beer.

Must be wonder, why i write this post's title "a sense of hope"?
Well, it might be normal to any ordinary person, but is kinda special to me. coz such "it" never happen. even just some simple thing, it give me a sense of hope.
but i don't want dejavu,,,,,,,,,,,,,
really don't....................
no...............

Long time didn't really update my blog. Suddenly, feel like I don't want to leave my school life. Don't know why. Although I miss KL so much, but.. feel like... I won't posting so much stuff in Facebook when working.

Lately I been keep skipping class @@ don't know why, but I think I almost skipped the entire week of class! I only attend MADM tutorial class only for the entire week.

Just now see lots of people posting lots of pictures with their classmate. Then I think of myself. I was like, wait a minute, why we don't have ger. Well, actually the answer is simple, I think we all know it.

Although our class do have the class trip, but around 19/29 students from my class is going. Well, is more than half, but not convincing enough in term of majority. The organizer is Peak Swee, she so good, help us organizing everything. But to my shock, she was saying that some people was stabbing her at her back for the trip. Well... I'm not surprise at all. Coz I sure the initial motive behind the trip wasn't really planned to "please" the TG17 but instead is "pleasing" some particular people. Don't get me wrong and don't say I'm politicking this issue, honestly I don't really envy with the trip, but since is last sem, come on, lets have some gathering before leaving. If u think of the Redang trip, u know why. 1st u label it as class trip, mean is for the entire classmate, but did u ever ask your classmate suggestion?
so u simply say"wohoo, class trip, lets go redang lo...", then i also can say"wohoo, class trip, lets go singapore". Yeah, i know u are giving ideas, but shouldn't u should discuss with classmates 1st before deciding where to have the class trip?

Anywhere, don't really care, so thankful to Peak Swee for organizing this trip. Be thankful and nice right? So belanja people makan la. Don't keep asking people join this join that to share the "cost" especially those people who don't even know the "cost" exist.

I been living in Kampar for 2 years already, adapted the "Kampar life". Two years in Kampar really save lots of money (although i used to saving already) especially when after break up. Never regret of living alone in new town. Great housemates.

2 years in Kampar UTAR, what I have learned besides academic stuff?
1st of all is trust yr instinct than your lover's word. Especially those who stick with guys all the time.
what else? can write.
not much. Friends? some people misuse "friend" as a tool for them. Honestly, I myself will do such a things. But at least, be thankful and do a favor back to yr "friend" at least???? I ain't selfish person, but I won't keep agreeing whatever anyone say.

Good night, hope I wake up early and go library and really study.

Have a strange dream just now. Feel so strange. Anywhere, just trying the new android apps only.