Ah Goh

也许这是最后的考验
当我再度遇见了你
是命运捆绑了我们
还是爱情相信了记忆
你的欺骗没有让我掉下眼泪
爱本善变的痛楚并非你的罪
爱是无辜的风筝
拉着最在乎的人
情已逝 我还在
注定一个人流浪
爱是断线的风筝
挣脱一开始的梦
黑暗中一步步的坠落红尘
给不起的是你的天真
为了他 你学会否认
不承认你给过青春
曾经爱过我的每一分
我多伤心宁成全你和他的吻
只好对自己的痛楚不负责任
爱是无辜的风筝
拉着最在乎的人
情已逝 我还在
注定一个人流浪
爱是断线的风筝
挣脱一开始的梦
黑暗中一步步的坠落红尘
无法挽救的温存
我是残破的风筝
宁愿在遥远的天空
看你转过身决定去实现你和他的承诺
爱是无辜的风筝
拉着最在乎的人
情已逝 我还在
注定一个人流浪
爱是断线的风筝
挣脱一开始的梦
黑暗中一步步的坠落红尘
也许这是最后的考验
当我再度遇见了你

Wohoo! Finally friday, weekends coming. Tomorrow plan to go Ipoh jusco watch movie with all my classmate and her too and also will be going to have MCD, yum yum, long time didn't eat MCD liao.

Just now jogging in westlake, long time didn't exercise already. The last time i exercise is 3 months ago if i not mistaken. Now my entire body very painful. Just now visited someone GF blog, I was like gosh, OMG, she was quite sad, no wonder she suddenly find me to chat that night. Anywhere, I always praise her BF (my friend) cause I know he is not a bad guy. Although he can't take girl's heart and always playful without caring people heart, he is a good man. Much much better than his old friend who always beside him. But this "him" seems be to good a bit, but still make me vomit the word he using, I might be sensitive, but ......... please la!

Those people I really don't care much already, she is the most important person in my life. Nothing else matter beside her. Just now after jog, having dinner with zheng them, suddenly a friend of me call me yam cha, i don't want, but in the end i do yam cha with him with his gf. Guess what? Free trip to Melaka! Hahahaha.....

He was doing MLM stuff and was going to Melaka attending a talk, still got 1 empty place, ask me to go. At first i reluctant to go, but think again, I really long time didn't have a good adventure trip already, i really long time didn't go out meet new people outside my environment already. Going to Melaka this Sunday, should be 9.30am departing and come back midnight. Even I'm going with strangers, but its going to be fun, remind me back my time with MCMC although this time this is MLM activities.

Zheng they all going khakabo Dotaing, hope he care her gf first. She and her friends going to celebrate their friend's birthday and I'm alone in the room as usual facing the computer. Sometimes it is good too to be alone for a while. Peace. No need to worry or care anything. But of cause, once again, i have to say to myself, LIFE IS NEVER EASY. so??? Just trying to have a better life.

Long long time didn't write diary already, I'm going to write now.

Finally new semester start already. As usual, the first week is always the most boring one. So bored, everyday sit in front of the computer, or go out yam cha.
BOREDOM!

next week start school lo...
luckily time go so fast, so suffering this semester break. Wait and wait and wait.
Everyday play pc game just to get my time pass by as fast as possible, now still got less than 71 hours to go. Tomorrow will go KL, have a vacation with my family, but i gonna have to take bus because not enough seat in the car. so i was force to take bus, just bought my bus ticket, this will be my first time taking bus since..... very long. i forget when is the last time i take a bus, i think is last year, haha..whatever.

today feel so strange, feel something not right, don't know why, don't know what, just feel....something had happen, something bad happen. Hope my feeling is wrong but it always right most of the time. I shall see.

Holiday went back KL with some of my classmates. Having some fun around KL, not the most perfecting outing but is an enjoyable one.

Saturday evening 4.30 finish exam liao went back my hostel play game a while then go cut my hair. My hair so ugly, that stupid fellow don't know how to cut hair de..
some more senior cut...wtf!! Never plan to go back hometown, but my dad suddenly give me 11 missed call which give me a shock, call back, tell me go back eat dinner. GO GO GO! GO BACK! Then go back lo.. I was planning to have fun with my classmate and later at night find her. Well, it never happen, after finish dinner which i only realise is was my dad birthday, then go back home lo...sleep overnite there.

The next day, around 11am go back kampar pack my stuff, ready to go KL and pack my pc go back kampar, coz in holiday period, kampar hostel always kena robbed de. Pack everything liao already around 2pm, go back ipoh put my pc and some stuff, then 4pm start go KL lo...This was totally not my plan at all which i planned after exam.
Really disappointed. So sien all day long, all by myself. In some point when I back to ipoh from kampar, i was thinking not going to KL on sunday. But think again and again. Better go after my dad reimburse me RM100.

Start going 4pm reach Mathu house shape shape 7pm to find him makam dinner. Then met back some of my old friend from dac group 1. We have our dinner at station 1, only at there i only realise that day was mathu birthday. After having dinner at Genting Klang, then we all go TBR play pool, play quite a while, 3 hours. One thing never change and i never like to solve, how to divide the cost since so many people playing. Coz those people who pay it will always end up pay the most which is me for most of the case. Well this time different, I don't pay 1st. haha....Mathu pay 1st. so i just pay 1 hour, the other 2 hour i don't care, let them solve it. My Problem end. then around 12am midnight, the girls finally come, they didn't play much, after that, we go steven corner yam cha. I go there a while there go back kepong liao coz my brother say he want to sleep already as i don't have the key.

Well, that nite i was so angry for the entire week in KL. Reach kepong liao, the guard ask me, what house i want to go, i was like omg, i don't know what his house number, it took a while for me to persuade the guard to let me in but finally i do manage to get in. reach there, omg, my battery dead. How to find him? door lock, no bell, no handphone, think again and again. again and again...
look around nobody around since it is already 3am liao..
get in my car get out my car. totally out of idea, then finally i went back to find the guard again then borrow a handphone and call my bro, after that i give him RM1 since he was sincerely enough to borrow.

Back inside, i only realise i have to follow his time, coz he don't have extra key, i have to follow what time he going out, i was like... oh shit...
sleep a nite liao the next day go sunway, eat shogun. Eat buffet japanese food for RM32 promotion was quite cheap, but anywhere, still not my type. Anywhere, the food was only okay. And i not the type who like to eat a lot.
after shogun then ice skating.
Ice skating was quite nice and there was not a lot of people, the girls also follow too. But i can see through their eyes some of them were not quite interested and happy to skate. Some only. But overall is quite fun.

after that, i was a long journey to me, i fetch them all back, some back TBR some back kepong. I really drive a lot that day, morning from kepong to TBR, to sunway. then from sunway to TBR and back kepong, then later go Taman Desa find her.
I was really glad i didn't get loss. I was so relief when i come out from the car when i reach.

Next day go timesquare and sungei wang. Walk around, didn't do anything else. But i do miss a lot that part when we leave timesquare.
wednesday go 1U walk around too. Then later at nite go clubbing, but the girls didn't go coz they want to go pasar malam in cheras. disappointed coz they all keep saying go go go but didn't go liao, but anywhere, i do go coz i really long time didn't go and i plan to be drunk and i do manage to drunk myself. i must say, for some reason suddenly i was so depressed in the club, for some reason i actually broke down into tear when i'm in clubbing, I keep crying, then i vomit and i was so down for the first time in the club, sitting on the floor. then after that, cheng fu bring us back with my car. Well think back of it, actually we was cheated to go there since they say was it gonna around RM60 but it end of RM90 where 4 person share one whiskey. I was like OMG, but nvr mind, it like that price de la going there so late.

The next day we went to The Garden have our lunch which is quite expensive but quite famous for some reason i don't know. The food was quite tasty, quite unique actually, i like it a lot. But the man in front of me say he don't like it, I must say, that fellow really always want muka punya. Don't want say don't want la...apalu ini. Cakap banyak banyak, selalu tahu macam mana mencantikkan sendiri dan ambil orang liao punya hati sahaja. I didn't care much, he like that, and i do know i'm not the only person with that perception. Those who are wondering and i want to know why can go ask dac group 1 2007 may intake(etc,his current roommate) you will know. Sound nice in the beginning, But.....time will tell, i keep my lips tight. Irrelevant to me. Not my problem. I just keep silence. Silence nice. Hahahahaha...as his roommate say.

Back home everyday facing the computer. On9, Gaming, so bored, didn't go out play coz need to save money to buy handphone, but i got a strong feeling that i not gonna buy any new phone yet for this month, maybe next month.
So bored, still got 12 day from now, i didn't see her 6 days already...
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