today (friday) wake up, have a strange dream. very strange.
feel quite real, but quite blur, saw someone, holding someone.
feel..... strange, as if i going to fall in love.
out of sudden, alarm clock ring.
bath, eat bread, walk down to ground floor from 8th floor. walk to my car, drive around LRT station to find car park, walk to LRT station, buy ticket, step in LRT, wait, watch. reached, walk to office
Office so quiet. so little people. the most noisy one went outstation to check stock with another colleague and the manager. 2 colleague on leave. basically the ac department left not so many people. so quiet. Don't get use to it.
work until 7.30, beh tahan, chit chat with colleague. talk about UTAR and future career.
go back, do the samething expect from my car straight go GK for dinner.
Movie, then steven corner. then i'm back.
really have a strange feeling.
I would do anything for love~~
I really do....
I won't simply appear there, I won't simply do a thing, every single thing I do, there is a motive behind it.
Sometimes, if necessary, "make" an accident to make it as if it is so real.
If i invite u for dinner/lunch, i cherish our friendship or i want to chase u.
If I constantly message u during night time, I want to chase u.
If i constantly find u in FB and SMS, i really serious with u.
If I write something weird here, is because of u.
If i ask weird question, is because i want to know more about u.
I will do anything for love. I really do and I did.
Will I do it again?
God please me the courage and strength to do so.
and I'm not a gay.
Guess what after 4 years of driving, i really crashed to someone's car, taxi actually.
until now, still got a bit of phobia, scare scare ger feeling. haiz.. loss RM200 to the taxi, i know is not worth that much, but i was in a rush, it was raining, i don't know anything about car, it was morning, nobody answer call. haiz. strange enough, my car seems to be fine.
worked 6 weeks already, can't wait to get my next salary.
besides that, what i want to write is something strange happen to me lately.
I really don't know why i have these "blue" dreams lately, i mean is been consecutive night already. i will suddenly wake up in the middle of morning, around 4 or 5am. Really no idea.
wake up, work eat work eat facebook sleep..
repetitive tasks for weeks already. tried to bring some joy, yum cha, badminton, still, don't feel like really enjoying it. Need some alcohol, but i haven't buy any alcohol yet. When i will drunk again?
and, i haven't eat laksa for sooooooo lonnnnnnngggggg liao.
miss the good foods.