Of course is a boring day. god dam it.
as usual, afternoon wake up, Facebook 1st, go out take away 2 pack of economic rice, one for me, one for my brother. Just facing pc all day long.
As usual, 4.30 go out take dinner back home from my grandmother. Grandmother ask me buy nescafe, toilet roll, sugar. went tesco, don't have sugar. go jusco.
as i taken 3 pack of sugar, as i walking toward the cash counter, a girl keep looking at me. I was like, wtf, do I know u? but suddenly, only recall back she is my cousin sister. I was like OMFG!!!!!!!!!!! of coz it was raining, i wanted to rush back, just few talk, i go pay my stuff liao. Gosh, is like 2 or 3 years didn't saw them. She look beautiful. Me? LOL.. i dressed like some pokai people, long hair, nvr shave my mustache and beard. Haha... really shocked me.
doink doink didn't repond my facebook message, still not reply sms, don't answer my call. I guess I have to give up le. Besides, she told me she have a bf in the 1st place.
seriously, is so bored, dad and mum not at home, when dinner time, is just me and my brother occupying the table only. can u imagine it?
2010 almost end, let me summarize my year:
-break up with my ex, receive call from her bf, so much things happen, i glad i'm moving on..
- get a netbook thx to streamyx.
- android finally is mine.
-fixed become flexi in uTAR, thx for it, i don't need to be same class with my ex.
-go kl clubbing with jesus them, meet moses.
-fail my coursework 1 for BF, how can i forget this?
-and yeah, finally got my own credit card ^^ wohoo...
-been to KL few times, with sue wand, jesus, housemate, on my own 2 or 3 times
-went to Singapore with my mum and brother
-lots of birthday celebration
-i'm starting to play badminton and bought a badminton racket
-i'm addicted to those tech news, forum and blog
-addicted to FB's My Empire
-getting fatter
-last but not least, I'M SINGLE AND AVAILABLE XD
just come back from Kampar. Can't stand the boredom and the food any longer.
Just back at 8pm SHARP and fetch my little brother go out take away some food for him.
Again, boring again. Nothing to do. I wanted to go out now, I want to go KL now, couldn't find any kaki to follow me. How?
Lately really suffering financial meltdown as my bank account fall below 1k now at 8 hundred @@ still got lots of trip for me to go. want to go KL before christmas. If I go KL,i won't be going to the so called class trip, go kl, genting, melaka.
will consider melaka.. if financial visible.
Just now got lots of people talk about shooting star. remind me back the shooting star i saw last year Jun. talk about shooting star, is like a dream, as if it was a really dream come true, as if it was like " see shooting star, make a wish and it will come true" will really come true.
Well, it did come true, but never last that long. talk about shooting star is like a nightmare to me. Bring me some happiness, but bring sadness in the end. A very sad and very horrible ending. Wish I had never started it.
Should I regret? No. I should regret of never trust me instinct only.
Is already one year already. I'm still single. Where is my love? I already very hardworking to know "some" stranger ever since I break up with my ex.
the latest one is, well, okay, i admit it, she is very beautiful. I think I really fell in love with her, I never been so down when someone don't reply me, whenever she don't reply me, i will luan luan think, i will keep refreshing her profile to stay update. I will REALLY NEVER WAKE UP AT 8AM TO FETCH PEOPLE GO TO SCHOOL when i don't need to go school. But she able to make me did it.(don't talk about 8am, 10am i also need to think twice) I really hope she will ask me to fetch her to school.
it really make me go high when she give me muacks in the facebook message.
But I startng to loss faith already, she barely reply my message nowadays. probably one reply from one day.
it really hurt me. tear drop was fallen when i find out she reply her friend post instead of replying me. it was suppose all went well at the beginning. but now is getting colder. Maybe due to exam. Maybe she nvr interested in me.
I don't know.... anywhere, whatever happen, just hope history won't repeat itself.
Saturday just finish the exam.
I must say, i getting relief after finishing the exam.
Honestly, SFM was quite easy when comparing to past year paper and his mid term papers.
coursework get 22/40. I hope only get B is enough already.
i need lift up my CGPA.
Haiz.. Did u know that i'm getting falling in love with u already?? =( it hurt me when u don't reply.. why u always don't reply my message?
Am I worry too much? maybe I am. Maybe u are busying studying, maybe i should not bother you. haiz.. I'm clueless. Give me a sign.
Holidays??? tahu, no money, don't know how to holiday. thought of working. my bank account is decreasing drastically this month. Some more might going to Melaka this coming class trip. Don't know I will go or not.