Long time didn't really update my blog. Suddenly, feel like I don't want to leave my school life. Don't know why. Although I miss KL so much, but.. feel like... I won't posting so much stuff in Facebook when working.
Lately I been keep skipping class @@ don't know why, but I think I almost skipped the entire week of class! I only attend MADM tutorial class only for the entire week.
Just now see lots of people posting lots of pictures with their classmate. Then I think of myself. I was like, wait a minute, why we don't have ger. Well, actually the answer is simple, I think we all know it.
Although our class do have the class trip, but around 19/29 students from my class is going. Well, is more than half, but not convincing enough in term of majority. The organizer is Peak Swee, she so good, help us organizing everything. But to my shock, she was saying that some people was stabbing her at her back for the trip. Well... I'm not surprise at all. Coz I sure the initial motive behind the trip wasn't really planned to "please" the TG17 but instead is "pleasing" some particular people. Don't get me wrong and don't say I'm politicking this issue, honestly I don't really envy with the trip, but since is last sem, come on, lets have some gathering before leaving. If u think of the Redang trip, u know why. 1st u label it as class trip, mean is for the entire classmate, but did u ever ask your classmate suggestion?
so u simply say"wohoo, class trip, lets go redang lo...", then i also can say"wohoo, class trip, lets go singapore". Yeah, i know u are giving ideas, but shouldn't u should discuss with classmates 1st before deciding where to have the class trip?
Anywhere, don't really care, so thankful to Peak Swee for organizing this trip. Be thankful and nice right? So belanja people makan la. Don't keep asking people join this join that to share the "cost" especially those people who don't even know the "cost" exist.
I been living in Kampar for 2 years already, adapted the "Kampar life". Two years in Kampar really save lots of money (although i used to saving already) especially when after break up. Never regret of living alone in new town. Great housemates.
2 years in Kampar UTAR, what I have learned besides academic stuff?
1st of all is trust yr instinct than your lover's word. Especially those who stick with guys all the time.
what else? can write.
not much. Friends? some people misuse "friend" as a tool for them. Honestly, I myself will do such a things. But at least, be thankful and do a favor back to yr "friend" at least???? I ain't selfish person, but I won't keep agreeing whatever anyone say.
Good night, hope I wake up early and go library and really study.
Have a strange dream just now. Feel so strange. Anywhere, just trying the new android apps only.
gosh, time just pass so fast. Can't believe i'm going to finish my degree.
at first, never thought finishing diploma is that fast, but this time, is even faster.
this is the last semester. I still got 3 months of student life and everything will change. Still confuse.
should I work?
if yes, work in KL? Ipoh? Singapore? China?
work as? assistant accountant? tutor?
should I continue study?
Master? Which university? ACCA? CIMA? CPA? (Although highly CIMA)
full of uncertainty in my mind.
and honestly, I must sort it out fast.
decision need to be make.
my current blueprint:
go KL work. Work for 6 or 9 or 12 months (depending how much I can save), continue master, take part time, at that point, resign and become tutor in university too.
after finishing my master, time to move on, take my CIMA, and enter corporate world.
that is just my initial thought, things can change drastically.
I'm not a lazy guy who don't like to work, in fact, quite hardworking to be honest. for instant, I just can't stand some people, I give u assistant almost everything, give u a more than enough time frame to finish the job, yet, you keep on delaying it.
2 weeks of delay and it going to be delay until the very last minute.
JIT? No. Is lack of time management. Students should be playful and don't need to worry about tutorial work and assignment? Hell no, you should allocate time for study(where u should emphasize it as priority) and play.
I always believe, in life, 50% of sadness and 50% happiness. Mean we suffer 50% in our life and 50% is the enjoyment. I don't believe anyone will enjoy/happy all the time and I do believe some people suffer more than having happiness though. xD
Well, what I mean is, do your job properly. If cincai? okay la in social life, but when it come to assignment or RMP, u need seriousness. Is not about meeting the requirement, is about quality. Not the quality of your work, but the quality in you.
well, another insomnia night, go play DOTA then sleep.
God please guide me.
Life can be so unpredictable nowadays. Today I heard a news from my good friend.
when I heard it, i was wtf, should I smile? should I ignore? should I angry?
Really no idea at all.
when u never encounter a thing before, U won't really know how to react during 1st time.
Yesterday, I was invited to yum cha, knowingly that my ex will be there, I would have say no, but one of my favorite team was broadcasting live and the sopcast sucks big time, I just say yes for sake for watching my favorite team.
Some people ask
want to write story, but whatever, I'm kinda tired. skip
just now when finish pool, some funny question pass through my brain.
"actually I invite you out le, want to tell you something"
u talk la...
actually, If I want to chase your ex okay? I mean I don't want to break this friendship".
actually I was quite shock. but I went on and say
u want to chase then chase la, why ask me wor
then ask me would I mind...
I was like wtf... I just say, u want to chase then chase. I and her don't have any contact already.
Of course is a boring day. god dam it.
as usual, afternoon wake up, Facebook 1st, go out take away 2 pack of economic rice, one for me, one for my brother. Just facing pc all day long.
As usual, 4.30 go out take dinner back home from my grandmother. Grandmother ask me buy nescafe, toilet roll, sugar. went tesco, don't have sugar. go jusco.
as i taken 3 pack of sugar, as i walking toward the cash counter, a girl keep looking at me. I was like, wtf, do I know u? but suddenly, only recall back she is my cousin sister. I was like OMFG!!!!!!!!!!! of coz it was raining, i wanted to rush back, just few talk, i go pay my stuff liao. Gosh, is like 2 or 3 years didn't saw them. She look beautiful. Me? LOL.. i dressed like some pokai people, long hair, nvr shave my mustache and beard. Haha... really shocked me.
doink doink didn't repond my facebook message, still not reply sms, don't answer my call. I guess I have to give up le. Besides, she told me she have a bf in the 1st place.
seriously, is so bored, dad and mum not at home, when dinner time, is just me and my brother occupying the table only. can u imagine it?
2010 almost end, let me summarize my year:
-break up with my ex, receive call from her bf, so much things happen, i glad i'm moving on..
- get a netbook thx to streamyx.
- android finally is mine.
-fixed become flexi in uTAR, thx for it, i don't need to be same class with my ex.
-go kl clubbing with jesus them, meet moses.
-fail my coursework 1 for BF, how can i forget this?
-and yeah, finally got my own credit card ^^ wohoo...
-been to KL few times, with sue wand, jesus, housemate, on my own 2 or 3 times
-went to Singapore with my mum and brother
-lots of birthday celebration
-i'm starting to play badminton and bought a badminton racket
-i'm addicted to those tech news, forum and blog
-addicted to FB's My Empire
-getting fatter
-last but not least, I'M SINGLE AND AVAILABLE XD
just come back from Kampar. Can't stand the boredom and the food any longer.
Just back at 8pm SHARP and fetch my little brother go out take away some food for him.
Again, boring again. Nothing to do. I wanted to go out now, I want to go KL now, couldn't find any kaki to follow me. How?
Lately really suffering financial meltdown as my bank account fall below 1k now at 8 hundred @@ still got lots of trip for me to go. want to go KL before christmas. If I go KL,i won't be going to the so called class trip, go kl, genting, melaka.
will consider melaka.. if financial visible.
Just now got lots of people talk about shooting star. remind me back the shooting star i saw last year Jun. talk about shooting star, is like a dream, as if it was a really dream come true, as if it was like " see shooting star, make a wish and it will come true" will really come true.
Well, it did come true, but never last that long. talk about shooting star is like a nightmare to me. Bring me some happiness, but bring sadness in the end. A very sad and very horrible ending. Wish I had never started it.
Should I regret? No. I should regret of never trust me instinct only.
Is already one year already. I'm still single. Where is my love? I already very hardworking to know "some" stranger ever since I break up with my ex.
the latest one is, well, okay, i admit it, she is very beautiful. I think I really fell in love with her, I never been so down when someone don't reply me, whenever she don't reply me, i will luan luan think, i will keep refreshing her profile to stay update. I will REALLY NEVER WAKE UP AT 8AM TO FETCH PEOPLE GO TO SCHOOL when i don't need to go school. But she able to make me did it.(don't talk about 8am, 10am i also need to think twice) I really hope she will ask me to fetch her to school.
it really make me go high when she give me muacks in the facebook message.
But I startng to loss faith already, she barely reply my message nowadays. probably one reply from one day.
it really hurt me. tear drop was fallen when i find out she reply her friend post instead of replying me. it was suppose all went well at the beginning. but now is getting colder. Maybe due to exam. Maybe she nvr interested in me.
I don't know.... anywhere, whatever happen, just hope history won't repeat itself.
Saturday just finish the exam.
I must say, i getting relief after finishing the exam.
Honestly, SFM was quite easy when comparing to past year paper and his mid term papers.
coursework get 22/40. I hope only get B is enough already.
i need lift up my CGPA.
Haiz.. Did u know that i'm getting falling in love with u already?? =( it hurt me when u don't reply.. why u always don't reply my message?
Am I worry too much? maybe I am. Maybe u are busying studying, maybe i should not bother you. haiz.. I'm clueless. Give me a sign.
Holidays??? tahu, no money, don't know how to holiday. thought of working. my bank account is decreasing drastically this month. Some more might going to Melaka this coming class trip. Don't know I will go or not.